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three cheers for me.
My parent says I’m rebellious.
My siblings say I’m not independent enough.
My friends say I’m crazy.
But I’m ME.
Don’t care what people trying to turn me into.
I’m happy of being ME.
2:22 pm
Monday, February 08, 2010
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Gonna update soon! Pretty busy right now
12:24 am
Sunday, July 05, 2009
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It was a FUN night ever. We ate a lot, we danced, we laughed till we drop and we were having sooo much fun. I sort of forget for awhile my sadness. We should do it like once a month. I don't think it's worth to be sad because of him. But I don't know why I always am whenever he talk to me. Maybe I shouldn't talk to me coz once I talk to him I don't wanna stop. He's like a drug. I want someone who can be my sun that shine and light up my life. I don't want someone who make me unhealthy and addicted to him. I need to be sober. But I still am not that sober.
2:04 pm
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
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It's about time to let them save my hair. Went to get my hair cut and washed. It was sooooo good. It's like a theraphy. Very relaxing indeed. Should do it more often. It was a fun night. Away from everyone that trying to annoy me to death. Maybe they'll be over joy when I die. Well they r not gonna get it. I'm gonna enjoy my life and they can eat their own heart.. Boo hoo... Now who's annoy..
1:19 pm
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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Frustration. That's what I've been feeling all my life. I tried to concealed it but recently with the way they annoy me, it's trying to over power me.
I've not yet totally explode. But tiny sparks are coming out of me. I vent most of my frustration by ready and writing. Drawing can no longer keep me peace as I would create a "monster" on the paper. I've burn many of them. It'll only make me feel more frustrated then I've ever have.
I've tried so hard to understand their mind. The way they are thinking. But most of them are opposite to mine. I can no longer understand them. And they never even tried to understand me at all. It's like I'm leaving the opposite side of them but in the same house.
I know it sounds crazy. But I don't feel like I belong here with them. It feels like I'm in the wrong family.
It goes way back to when I was a little kid. I always do things that they can never understand. The way we live our life. It doesn't make sense to me. It just feel so wrong to me. Like I should live life different way.
How can I be sure????? The most shocking day of my life was when we've to do blood test. I was so excited. Wanting to know what's my blood type. The result just took me guard. It was like I've been shot in my head. My blood type..... It's not the same as them. Totally different..... I didn't even tell them. From that day onward. I keep asking myself... Who I really am???
It's just very intriguing to go and do the DNA test.
5:18 pm
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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Ok I'm gonna stop writing in as a 3rd person. So I'm back to myself. I've been planning to give my room a makeover. I need to do something new. I need a new place and new space. I'm gonna throw most of my things away. It's like getting rid of my oldself. This is me.. the new me. And I'm very different from my oldself. So while browsing through things I need on the Ikea's website I watched some video on Youtube. And when I watch Katy Perry's video of "Thinking of You" I can feel tear ran down my cheek. Yeah it makes me so emotional. So here's the video from Katy Perry. I just wanna share it with you guys. Do check out her other songs.
6:21 pm
Sunday, May 10, 2009
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My am a bit excited today. Don't ask for what it's just for a stupid reason. My really like this song by We The Kings. Check Yes Juliet is one of My fav songs.
Listening to this song makes My wanna run. Run My! Run! It makes My wanna run to wherever My's legs take My to. My am not Juliet and My don't need a Romeo. But that's another story...
8:46 pm
Friday, May 08, 2009
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My am very sad today. 'Cause My think that he'd left. He's gone to God knows where. My couldn't find him. My really don't know why My bother to look for him. My guess that My really miss him. My couldn't stop crying 'cause it really hurts. And things that are happening at home right now doesn't help at all. And as My writing this down.. Nachos is in trouble. My think that Nachos's very depressed and it contributed to Nachos not being able to breathe properly. Love is just so cruel.. It can actually kill people. No wonder there's tragedy in the romance of Romeo and Juliet. Tonight My will cry alone. Eventhough the weather is rather warm. But My feel cold inside.
